i had a perfectly angst worthy entry before this

it was going to be the longer thing i've ever posted about real life, like 2, 000 words, but my pc keeps screwing over with me, so now my rant is lost and i'm quite weary to write everything again. so long story short, i feel lost and don't know what to do with my life.
which is the same thing i've been saying since i began writing here, only that one hour ago i actually had explained why i felt lost and insecure.
so, in typical me-ness i made this quiz and got this:

( my complete personal profile and my most daunting fears in less than five minutes )

also, new meme!
Comment and I'll give you a letter, then make a list in your journal of all your favorite things that start with that letter. Then post this in your journal and give other people letters!

chokollet gave the letter "R", so let's try, ne.

Ryo, as in Nishikado from NEWS (first thing on my mind. surprise, surprise)
Read; Radio; Rooftops; Rails; Rain, Rainbow, Raindrops and just everything that has to see with rain, period; Rambles, Random; Raspberries, Receive, Reclusion (a little), Rediscovering, Reflection, Relax, Rivers, Rice, Rollerskates, Rustic things (especially of the wooden kind)