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jin's enthusiasm about it is endearing. and kinda blank faced, but beggars can't be choosers.

anyway, dw layouts depress me, which is part of the reason why i haven't really attached myself to it and i can't for the life of me make heads or tails of instructions to prettify this place. and not to lose the habit, i'm here to ask if anyone knows of a place to snack some pretty kattun/kame/jinpreferably kame or akame layouts. so far, google has failed me, though google usually does.

in other non-news, i've noticed i tend to bemoan and whine about the state of my messy room and my ability to procrastinate when cleaning it. activity in which i'm partaking right now, so, for lack of a plus/paid account i can't do a poll, but options on witty tags for it (because of course you're interested how often i don't clean my room) are welcome on comments.

btw, does anyone here have a jposuki account? i just gone one myself and i'm pretty scared they're gonna kick me out. so i have a ratio watch of 0.17, uploaded like 160 kb and downloaded around 850 kb, less than to weeks on the forum and 4gb behind before ratio watch was supposed to kick in. did i cross some limit?

p.s. mood emoticons on dw suck too DDDD:

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so i had the wondrous idea of requesting fic without really reading an entry so now i'm roped into it.

The first ten people to comment in this post get to request that I write a drabble of any pairing/character of their choosing. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level. If you absolutely can't write, maybe find a creative alternative

so, yeah, prompt away?
kriszeth: (christmas on my own)
so lately, all my dreams seem to have some things in common:

a. old houses/castles with a bazillion stone stairs that end up nowhere up up and far away with lots of undergrowth and bushes and tress surrounding me. AND I HAVE TO GO UP THEM, DAMNIT

b. the magistrate giving me MORE WORK

c. horses

somehow, i miss the zombie nightmares :\
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ok, guys, this has been bugging me ALL.FUCKING.WEEK. AND I NEED OPINIONS ON THE TOPIC.


really guys, i kid you not, i haven't been able to get it outta my mind. and i somehow can't conform only with a"yes or no", i feel the need for reasons and meta and explanations and maybe even pics, idk. convince me (not that it would take a lot), but there's this feeling in me that wants words. lots of words about your own experience as akame fans.

past the idea, what makes you think about possibilities? do you even think there even are possibilities? if you think "kriszeth, you're delusional, they are only friends. if that"

i NEED to know. need something solid or as solid as fans' thoughts can solidify.

maybe i'm asking too much, and i don't get a lot of comments in neither of my entries, but this time i beg for comments. i want to know your thoughts on this matter, so i hope you click on the post a comment thingie and tell me what do you think/feel/believe and here is the tricky part: I ALSO WANT THE WHYS!
also, sorry for sounding so desperate, but really, this is the way my mind works, i hope you can indulge me

kriszeth: (be still my heart)
well, if you took it to mind already let me tell i suck at following my own decisions, so i'm posting now because OIAJSDOIQWE THIS IS A FUCKING AMAJIN MEME IMMA OK?

so, how mentally [in]stable am i?

01. Take your total,
02. Multiply by 4,
03. And tag 10 friends DO IT, EVERYONE!

The Mental Instability Meme.

[  ] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[  ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[  ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[ x ] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ x ] You have run into a tree/bush. i don't remember if this really happened, but knowing myself, i'm sure it happened sometime.
[ ] You have been called a blond.

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. i actually know this to be impossible...
[ x ] You just tried to lick your elbow. i still went and did it :l
[ x ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ x ] You just sang them to make sure.
[ x ] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[ x ] You have choked on your own spit.

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[ x ] You have accidentally caught something on fire. yeah, like, my hair :l
[  ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[ x ] You have caught yourself drooling.

[ x ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[ x ] Sometimes you just can't stop thinking.
[ x ] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

[ x ] You use your fingers to do simple math. ... sometimes /sheephish
[  ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[ x ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[ x ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[ x ] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. e.g. picks, cards, pens, phones, money, keys etc.

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[ x ] You break a lot of things.
[ x ] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[ x ] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ x ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[ x ] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ x ] You don't know what "um" means.
[ x ] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

GRAND TOTAL: 22 x 4 = 88

does this mean i'm an average retarded person?

kon's meme

Jun. 13th, 2010 12:59 pm
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1) Other than Livejournal, what's your most-frequented website? as of lately, coz i've been catching up with old american series i never finished watching. currently on angel season four, and boy hasn't that series had 360° turns every other episode.

2) If you could pick one KAT-TUN song to be the anthem of your life right now, which song would it be?
i totally went and looked up the translation for their lyrics and i'm between lost and utaitsuzukeru toki, only they're too hopeful for what i'm feeling at the moment. which you can understand if you read my broken entry before this one. idk, sometimes i don't even want to sing anymore, which is actually when i am in my darkest times, so maybe utaitsuzukeru toki, since to me, the feel of singing is pretty important to show i actually i'm fine. when i can't bring myself to sing, that's when i truly know i'm fucked.

3) Stupidest fashion trend you've ever seen?
ah~ i'm quite unfashioned, so i really wouldn't know what fashion is even if it bites me in the ass, so hopeless there love.

4) What's your favourite colour?
contrary to what my wardrobe might tell you, it's green. don let my emo choosing in clothes confuse you

5) What's one of the things that turn you off to a guy?
conceitedness without awesome treats to pull it off. i mean, sometimes men are jerks but at least they have something to back up that conceit. there are guys though that believe themselves god's unique gift to the world but are complete dumb asses than only had a good struck of luck. i see one daily and my only response to him is to ignore him and that pisses him off a lot, but i actually feel revulsion to that kind of people.
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So, kriszeth, your LiveJournal reveals...

You are... 0% unique, 20% peculiar, 60% interesting, 18% normal and 3% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy manga). When it comes to friends you are popular. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are keen to please. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is intellectual.

Your overall weirdness is: 28

(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 63% of other LJers.)

Find out what your weirdness level is!

so it seems i'm not unique at all, wth? what does uniqueness entail either way. also, i'm quite abnormal but we all knew that already. also, lol, intellectual. really now.
what does herdlike mean though?

well, the purpose of this post is not only that but to humbly ask if wny of you know where to download an unattended updated versions of windows xp that supports spanish, english and japanese? hope you can help me
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so, anyway, this is gonna be rushed.

ask a question and i'll answer in drabble form. think you already know my fic prowess (read = lack of), but i kinda want to write something, however little. let's see how this pawns out.

wish me luck
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but i feel kinda weird. since morning i've felt out of it. not in the emotional sense, but my stomach feels quasy and i think i'm dizzy. not sure, but i've found myself going a little sideways.

idk why i'm posting. except i want to save this link for future refence. it made laugh last night.

someday i'll read all the articles in this page, for now i really need to clean my room


Sep. 19th, 2009 09:55 am
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fuck i go to sleep and wake up to fin jin naked pic. idk if it's the best morning or the worst

have a link

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or i could have worded it better.

so, i went to my newly friend's journal [ profile] koneho and read this. in my quest to be a better ljfriend i made an ass out of myself trying to comment, mainly because i wasn't really taking into account how i was saying things. which resulted in [ profile] pipsqueaks adding me as a friend (no, i'm not sure either how that happened, but yay, friend?)

first of all, lying. lying in certain circumstances is easy to do, which makes it appealing and, doing it all right and without fanfare, sometimes a life saver. i mean, who hasn't lied? the point though is the when and where and why. which doesn't really have anything to do with what i'm trying to say, but it came out, so...

now, i think what i was really trying to say in my comment over kon's lj is: i don't think you need to lie to spare people's feelings. as i put in my comment saying the truth doesn't mean being tactless about it, that'll make you a bitch, not a honest person. that's what i think about the whole ordeal. choosing between lies and the truth is in the end only that, a choice. the real fact people should focus on is the outcome. sometimes truth is needed to improve ourselves, even if we don't want to hear it, but if i'm not going to like the truth either way, it doesn't mean i wouldn't appreciate people being tactful about telling it to me.

i think it all comes back on the way you say things. we like being told lies (in the beginning) because they make us feel better about ourselves. people like lies. that's a known fact. you learn in time that believing those lies is not always the best thing, though. listening to truth is not welcome at all, because they make you face yourself and your mistakes, and yeah, at first it'll make you feel like shit, but... well, it depends much on your reaction to know if it'll break you or make you.

life is about ambiguity. everyday, you choose between saying truth and lies, to yourself and to others. taking either way towards an absolute, there in lies the problem about being truthful or a liar.

on the matter where i said  that i wouldn't pick neither of them, but at the same time, i know i've chosen to be both and befriend both and there are people you hurt purposefully and that hurt you back purposefully, but in the end you count in them and you know you dont have to spare her feelings to speak your mind

ok, so first of all, have you read this fic? (i know, stupid to exemplify real life with fic, but, uh, it'll take less time to explain? maybe? kind of?)

i may have a friendship where i act kinda like ryo in that fic? you see with all the oh, look, interesting, another crack which doesn't necessarily proves that i'm a good person towards her, but at the same time, it makes her the closest person to me because of that and probably the only one i'll keep in contact with for a long, long, long, loooooooooong time (only don't tell her that because that'll be embarrassing. and weird. but mostly embarrassing.)

so, um, with her, there are times between our banter when i know i'm going to hurt/annoy/be insensitive with something i may say but i still say it because that's how i really feel at the moment, which may explain why sometimes she goes all mushy on me after and tells me she knows i don't care about her but she still cares about me as a friend. to which i don't know how to answer. but that's not here not there.

that is not to say she doesn't prod and give as good (or bad) as she takes from me, since she's not one to keep her commentaries to herself and sometimes she is a bitch (and knows it the same way i know when what i say will hurt her).

even so, is only when you've prodded the line between being an insensitive bitch and really totally crush another person, you learn when to say things and when to maintain your mouth shut. as i said on kon's lj you should also know when to hurt and when to heal. that's what real friendships are i think, to know when to hurt and when to heal.

so, does it make sense now? even a little?

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so many things have happened into fandom this month, i knew there was a reason why i loved fandomapril (and no, it's not only because it's yamapi's birthday)

anyway fisrt of all, it was yamapi's birthday! yay!

second, it was domoto tsuyoshi's birthday! another yay! and as a present for us fans to himself, decided to release a single and an album which names i don't remember anymore XP. so, my opinions on it: I LOVE THEM.

it reminds me of his first works going solo, like waver and machi, and i can't believe I LIKED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THE SONG ON BOTH THE SINGLE AND THE ALBUM. the songs are soothing and have beautiful guitar solos, the melodies are really really enjoyable, so if you have the chance listen to them. it makes me want to download his ENDLICHERI☆ENDLICHERI but i'm still kind of avoiding them because the guitar and sounds on those makes me think of carlos santana and i kinda don't enjoy them very much.

third: kanjani8 has new album! let me tell you that puzzle it's totally wonderful, god i love love love love 'half down', it's such a beautiful song, i want to cuddle it. though i'm still wondering if there are any rips of 'glorious', because klasjdklasjdasd lovely lovely lovely PV, i wanted to cuddle ryo so hard! i didn't like 'you can see' very much, nor the song nor the video, and even when i did like 'kicyu' the song, the pv fraked me out a little.


kame's song it's  utterly enchanting, from the moment you hear the fire licking and the lasers powering up, and his voice so husky and pure sex, god. and then 'care', 'care' is the perfect song, i think is one of the main reasons i've become a jin!fan. i haven't had the time to find translations on everyone of them, but :: lovesick sighs:: i do hope to keep enjoying their songs, like for real.

drama related, SMILE, SMILE is such an appealing drama, though i'm not sure it'll make really happy to watch, but i can't help myself    T_T

maki's drama, i just dl and haven't had the time  to watch, rl is so hard sometimes. the same with ep 6 and 7 of kami no oshizuku, i'm wondering if i should wait till the drama is completely subbed to watch all in one go some weekend. and and and we also have ueda's debut Konkatsu, i want it subbed now! but alas, i have to wait patiently, so i'll wait.

manga related, click, god has anybody read it, it's such a emotional draining story, and the ending, god, the ending, i think i cried with that one. and as if i hadn't had enough i decided it was ok to begin skip beat! (currently on vol. 17), tough there's more comedy in this one.


mmm. i may edit this one later to add links and sparkly text later, so bye bye!

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so, in my second day of early determination... i woke up at 9. i totally failed. i have no resolution. mostly because i fell asleep at 12:30 watching voice and waiting for dl to finish. sometimes, i really wonder why do i hate myself so much, because, you know, i feel like shit the next day.

i've never drunk alcohol, but as people describe the hang over, it sure feels like that when i wake up late after i've been depriving myself of sleep. god, i feel like shit. i think my splitting headaches every morning are the reason why i'll never drink, though that wine drama makes me crave for, you know, wine. kame, if i end up a drunkard it'll be all your fault, seriously.

anyway, dreaming. i dreamt i was a cat. or could convert into a cat. i also dream i was on a plane and broke the doors when i was trying to seal them close, only that i only broke them. not even in my dreams i do things right, it seems. and then i kept thinking, wait, is't the plane supposed to fall since the air coming in from the opened doors would affect the balance or air presure or something? but still, we reached the place we were going, which was a kind of youth hostel  where i was gonna live with other four people. so, the caretaker was an old man with perpetual bad mood and told us not to get out the room after 7.

so, like a little good girl i was arranging the curtains (which surprise, surprise, were the broken plane doors) only that it was too windy and the curtains  kept sliding off so i went out the window for them and found a supposedly friend of mine that i've never seen in my life before, only that the caretaker heard us talking and thought one of the youngers that came in we're breaking rules (and we were) so he began chasing us and i kept hearing this voice giving me advice and directions, telling me to go up the yellow stairs, not the red ones to reach my room, to take a left, to slide down. it was kind of a laberynth all in yellow and i got to my room just when the door was opening. the old man said something like, oh, you're here and then went out.

and i also got out again. by the window, where my supposed friend was waiting for me with two boys to go out and i kept giggling and singing softly as we walked. or, in my case, danced. the two boys kept bickering behind me (about, i think, hair styles and fashion) as i skipped off, i found money in the floor (just some coins. wait, does that mean i'll get the job i applied for?) and continued in my merry way drunken with the memory of a voice i heard that saved me from being lectured.

it was only when i woke up that i noticed the boys were pi and jin and the voice was kame's (who, i think, in my dream i was going to meet wherever i was going, only that i woke up before i could. that's he drepessing part)

so, yeah, wish me luck at getting the job? today they tell me

edit: i didn't get the job
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you know when you're in school and only wish to get a break and sleep until your bed falls down under you and still you keep on sleeping in? well, after 8 months out of school and with no job in the horizon, i find myself needing a schedule, because, horrors of horrors, i'm more productive the less sleep i get. please shoot me.

so, i decided i'm going to drag myself up at 7 everyday and this is my first day... only that as always i fail and it took me an hour to get up.  -.-so to commemorate, i'm posting innane things in my innane journal! i sure hope it'll become easier as the week passes though, because needing an hour to get up is pathetic.

anyway, it kind of pays off when the first thing i see is this post. really [ profile] hlopushka you made my day! (also, do you have a nick name? i'm kind of lazy and your username it's kind of difficult to remember for my dead brain)

ok, so thing i need to buy:

1. cortinero... well, i can't find how to say curtain hanger, so i wrote it in spanish
2. iphone... because i'm obssesed with it, ok. and also, i think kame uses an iphone in kami no shizuku so now i want it even more!
3. pills... like, you know, to help my digestion, and because i'm sure i have amoebas or something, since, you know, i haven't desparasited in years (i'm sure those words have a perfectly known technical name but i don't know it and i can't find it, so if you don't understand, is for th better)
4. jeans... oh, i saw in moroleon some cool one. and also some cheap cargo pants! and i want them!

so, as i need money, I NEED FIRST TO GET A JOB. WHEN IS THE OFFICE GOING TO CALL, DAMNIT?! ::insert dirty look at her phone::

well, i need to go and clean up, since, you know, i didn't do it at all yesterday and don't want another lecture from mom and i need a job, seriusly.
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first of all:



that said, and for lack of nothing better to do, i'm going to write pointless thing that have meaning to me.

things i want to watch/need to finish watching (i.e.: obviously drama. and the odd american show) )
things i want to read, but i'm too lazy to write myself )
things i want to write )

wow, this is longer than i expected. has anyone read it all?
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so this time, i took an old meme from

[ profile] darkeyedwolf 
Directions: Write down twelve of your favorite characters. Number the list. Then click the cut for random cracktastic questions. (Don't look at the questions before you've come up with the list or else you'll spoil it. XD)

1. Kamenachi Kazuya
2. Akanishi Jin
3. Yamashita Tomohisa
4. Ueda Tatsuya
5. Matsumoto Jun
6. Tegoshi Yuya
7. Kato Shigeaki
8. Masuda Takahisa
9. Sakurai Sho
10. Koike Teppei
11. Koyama Keiichiro
12. Ikuta Tomah

here the questions )
well, this was interesting. and trying. and hilarious
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01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?  ... does day-dreaming with an akame trio counts?
02) What was your dream growing up? ok, this is gonna sound... i don't know how is gonna sounnd but i've never had a dream to grow into
03) What talent do you wish you had? hacker-skills. i would kill for them
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be? tea. or juice
05) Favorite vegetable? carrots. maybe lettuce
06) What was the last book you read? killing fear by allison brennan (why did Esther think i liked a serial kiler plot-kind of book i will never know)
07) What zodiac sign are you? aries
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. nop. really afraid of pointy things
09) Worst Habit? leave everything aside to be online and then get yelled at
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? ... first i would have to learn how to drive, but sure... if i recognize you
11) What is your favorite sport? to watch? ice skating. practice myself? running... only that i'm lazy and don't practice it
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude? pessimistic. everything that can go bad WILL go bad and all that
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? it depends. do i know it's you or do i not?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you? get swindled
15) Tell me one weird fact about you. i like japanese boys? well, that's what everyone else thinks is weird about me. oh, oh, i know what. i've never really flailed about a boy until i met je
16) Do you have any pets? no
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? ... i would be polite, but it mostly depends on my moods. either way, i'll treat you nicely, but inside i would be all like "what are you doing here?" if i don't want to be with people
18) What was your first impression of me? SHE WRITES AMZING FIC. HOW CAN SHE WRITE SUCH AMAZING FIC. GOD, I LOVE HER let's check her tags for akame fic
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary? scary... well, it depends on the clown, i suppose. but mostly scary
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
less hair on my legs
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? crime partner, definetly
22) What color eyes do you have? dark brown
23) Ever been arrested? nop
24) Bottle or can soda? ... what kind of bottle are we talking about? ¬¬
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?  buy a lap. and all the buffy canon novels. god i want thos books
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at? my room
28) Do you believe in ghosts? ... myabe? i'm not too sure myself
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time? be online
30) Do you swear a lot? not really
31) Biggest pet peeve? what is a pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself? uncertain
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance? god, yes. specially of the akame kind
34) Favourite and least favourite food? pizza/cucumber?
35) Do you believe in God? ... yes
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? dunno how to

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So I've read the redone four chapters of Chain from pengiechan over at
I must say I miss the character development of her first multichapter (actually discontinued), the way Hiyono and Ayumu's relashionship bloomed from time and closeness and I don't know how to explain, but the new story leaves me desiring a lot from the plot. How his feelings for Madoka were changing at the same time Hiyono's importance was being brought to light, the doubts, the subtleness.
The pace, in especial, was quite enjoyable, exploring the feelings on each character, their evolution tep by step, indicidually and as a whole even when they weren't in every scene.
Pengiechan's writing is still beautiful and deep (which is why I still want to read the new Chain), but to leave such a story like the old Chain without an ending just when the plot was thickening was sad.
And I can't believe I'm writing this or even understand why.
Lately, I've had a lot in my mind about what to write on here. Or just write in general (How to let go should've have been over at chapter six by now, so why is it I haven't done anything?), but usually it just ends up being forgotten as I read.
I reread Stefan Gagne, btw. At least the Slayers part. Finished Slayers Virtual, which left me quite confused about cyberpunk fic, from which I didn't understand a lot of concepts, but still finished in one day (my eyes hurt and I have a BIG headache). It's just the perfect balance between all categories in a story.
I feel quite like Gourry when they were talking about VR and lusers and bot and what not (hackers, feh!)
Plan on reading an AU of Ranma 1/2 from the same author, plot-wise about cyberpunk (I think the theme was this, if not, I fail). Maybe this time around it'll make more sense (wish I were a hacker. That way I could get back my old hotmail account, which I miss. A lot. Since, you know, it has the same name as my lj account and that name is quite important to me.)
Also, just found Spiral manga scanlated almost completely, so at least I'll undertand a little more about Hizumi and the back-story of Kiyotaka.
And talking about manga, read MARS last week. Must say, Jin would make the perfect Rei if the rumour  about it being made into a drama was truth. Is easy to picture him in that role, though I can't imagine him with Maki as co-protagonist. True that Maki gives out that Kira-feeling, but together... I can't imagine them together. Dunno why (Yamapi, Akira, Kurosaki)
Planning on finishing Liar Game (which has been on my HD for months now), dl Maou and watch it (since I stopped at ep. 3), waiting for Code Blue (ls productions, hope your virus problem can be fixed soon)
Also, been downlading all soundtracks producer by Yokko Kano. Dl Secret Code and the Kanjani8 albums, which I haven't listened.

I should update more about rl...
In which I'm struggling for a job, Father has been telling everyone he knows I've finished college so they can give me a (bad-paid) job, went to Irapuato last Tuesday to leave a job application (still waiting for a call), will go to the IFE Monday to see if there is a place for me.
Must write my CV
Waiting for a call from LaSalle to see if I passed my Ceneval (in wich I had 1145 points and supposedly I'll past if I get 1000, so people around me is sure I did pass while I'm waiting for confimation) and to give the damn certificate.
Had a lot of fights over thinking about my future, from which I'v NEVER EXPECTED ANYTHING, because I'm lame and scared shitless.
Discovered I hate eating, but still find myself stuffing food inside my mouth and gaining weigh

And now I notice I don't know quite how to tag this entry
Wish me luck (and wit) to find suitable categories


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