kriszeth: (i'll cling to you)
ok, that's a lie. i got amazing twitters messages saying happy birthday and even a banner, and just because this must be preserved, here:


i feel llike i just won something amazing when i see that pic, and it makes me go all =DDDDDDDD

i also got fluffy akame fic wrote by She. yeah you read right, She wrote me fluff here. an then she wrote an entry in her journal to wish me a happy birthday with the amazing title: Reincarnated cyborgs from the future and hot steamy wolf boys.  i must be honest and say that i opened that entry just because the amazing title. in fact, She just made me happy with a tittle and i would have been silly grin happy just with that tittle as a present i'm not lying. though i don't begrudge more fluffy akame fic. just saying. ;P

i am all smug and preening like a smug preen-y person. i'm also incoherent. i blame my cold, the meds and my rollercoster emotional draining worry for my computer. yes, my computer. i don't know how i did it, but i think i fixed it.... but now i have to configure it all. again. thanks to y brother impatience to go see his gf.

WOULD HAVE BEEN SO HARD TO HAVE WAITED FOR TEN MINUTES MORE AND NOT  UNPLUG THE DAMN CONTRAPTION OUTTA MY JUST FIXED REALLY OLD COMPUTER? WOULD IT? god, just thinking about it makes me mad again. i'm more mellow now, but i blame my sickness for that too. and let's not forget my pained muscles thanks to kickboxing.

so, the point of this entry was to say:

1. yamapi, i did not forget your birthday, my computer was with the tech guy getting fixed. love, k

2. my birthday was a mess, but i still received all the pretty comments/wishes and felt sparkly, even if it was just a second before my pc crashed down and i got really mad and almost cried, but i really really really appreciated all your efforts in making me feel loved, because i really felt loved and guys, akamerars and those just kattun fans on my flist, thank you so much.

3. it was also domoto tsuyoshi's birthday. i miss your music, please to release a new album

4. i somehow managed to fix my pc. me = happy

5.  having to reconfigure pc's a drag

6. i need to go and help mother with house chores or she'll kill me. mood : disgruntled




kriszeth: (christmas on my own)
so, i don't really want to update about myself a the moment, but i need somewhere to put some links before i delete opera from my pc. is just really slowing down my  pc, so say good bye.

also, don't you all love when is kame or jin's birthdays? because, fuck, so many pretty and shinny and akame things. here some examples:

the awesome kame love post that kills your bandwidth 

so many shinnies, really ~*_____________________*~

we also have banner proclaiming our kame love

we also got icons, lots and lots of awesome kame icons. jashduasdqwk, why do i only have space for 15? why, jennipher, whyyyyyyyy? T____________T    and let's not forget the gifts.

in the akame corner, we also got lovely akame copy-cat fashion

so. um, none of this post were made by me, but by awesome kame fans to which i owe my constant kame feed. i'm only putting up link here for prosperity. good night





p.s. ashi, i owe an explanation or comment or answer. my next post will hopefully answer your inquiries. thank you for worrying about me, you are a lovely lovely person. also, even if you see me offline on ym, try to contact me, i might be ninja!online, trying to not be found by some people i can't find in myself to block from rl
kriszeth: (outside the window)
 you'd think after two years of doing this i'll have something prepared for it. a fic, a graphic, a poem, a quot, a song, something. but alas, life tends to suck the, well, life outta me.

i actually don't know how you manage so much in so little time. it leaves me in awe how amazing you are, you're hard working character, your smile, how you've become so comfortable in your own skin. there's really lots of things to learn from you.

happy birthday, Kamenashi Kazuya. i say this every year, but i really hope you have a long and enjoyable life, which i'm sure you will, because you're you, and that's reason enough for me to love you, thank you for existing
kriszeth: (Default)
though i should.

so, was watching this vid. 2005, akame. good vintage XP


and then, you see, after how hin and kame hold pinkies, hoe they're the first to separate, and how kame does pointedly not look back at jin, though jin kept watching him walk away. makes one go aww.

and because jin talking about kame makes me always go doki-doki, here:

 
kriszeth: (Default)
RYOHEI!KAME, KAME AS RYOHEI, OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, I DON'T CARE IF KAME'S BEING ENCASED INTO MANGA ADAPTATIONS, BUT KAME AS RYOHEI!

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ME WANTS. SO HARD. JANUARY 15TH CAN'T COME FAST ENOUGH
kriszeth: (under the umbrella)
you know how i can't help myself when akame is involved, so no matter i already shared on twitter, i love this pic SO FUCKING HARD (no pun intended)

no ljcut because this shouldn't be hidden.

also, hoping so really much for this prompt to be written.
kriszeth: (Default)
instead i bring 1582 kame pics that shallowsleep shared on twitter and made us pronounce ourselves as ridiculous kametards. never have i felt more proud to be called that =D
kriszeth: (akira down)
so, first of all let's welcome [profile] silver_ryu and [livejournal.com profile] grapewhine to the flist yo!, my new trophies additions after these two comment threads, respectively.

as some of you may have noticed, i tend to send comments in my post since i'm too lazy to go and reply on your entries, so please bear with me. and if you don't like it, ell and i'll remove you from here or something

to [profile] silver_ryu , i knew there was a reason why i feared your lj, even if it's just your work related one. i ended up being all @w@ after i went to see who was [livejournal.com profile] deltadedirac. also, i just noticed you're from spain. así que tambien hablas español?

to [livejournal.com profile] grapewhine , i went and decided to steal this link outta your lj because jin quotes are awesome. also, hope your familiar situation gets better (though i'm not sure what was the problem), and if not, ey! as you said, there's always the option of moving out. ::wink, wink::

to [livejournal.com profile] koneho , you write like this and expect me to believe your normal? sorry, but not happening. ok, leaving that aside, i tend to forget that outside the internet people have real normal lives, not that you're abnormal or something. most of your post are cheery, so reading a post about your current rl problems is what threw me off. with this i'm not saying i'm gonna defriend you or anything, because those actually make me learn something about the real you, and even when it sometimes might throw me off, it also makes me sympathize with you in some level, i'm glad we're friends. i'm also glad my babble tends to at least make you laugh. so ::hugs:: hope your situation improves.

to ashi, i'll miss you, come back soon and bring lots of fic XP ::is bricked::.

to cookie, please get better soon. i miss your posts even when i don't understand an iota of russian XP

i think i'm forgetting lot of someones, but maybe i actually commented on your lj so as to not send you a comment in my own entry?

so, guys, guys ::flais:: i just discovered haruna ai is a transexual.

 

really now, what would make you think this is nothing but a woman?

       

fuck, i knew japanese men make for absolutely gorgeus women, i'm kinda sad he's prettier than me. and let's not forget about the jealousness she inspires in me (btw, does anyone know if this arashi episode has been subbed and where could i watch/download it?). his/her discography in here. and if you download it, mind telling me if it's any good?

in other news, WHY HAVE I NEVER HEARD ANYONE FLAIL ABOUT THE AWESOMEST THAT IS TOKYO FRIENDS? WHY HAS NOBODY WRITTEN ANY FIC? WHY DOES NOBODY PAIR EITA WITH OTSUKA AI? GOD, I NEVER KNEW IT'D BE SO UTTERLY AWESOME AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP, OMG, I WANT RYUUJI TO BE MINE, BUT I ALSO WANT HIM TO BE WITH REI AND HAS ANYBODY ON MY FLIST WATCHED THIS SHOW? WHAT WOULD IT TAKE FOR SOMEONE TO WATCH IT SO I CAN FLAIL AND FANGIRL WITH SOMEONE ELSE? THEIR LOVE SHOULD BE EPIC, REALLY  T_______________________T

and because this is getting too long, let's finish with this:


credit:[livejournal.com profile] chrisrenheb

vampire!kame. so, anyone willing to write me a little something about this? someone? no? well, it was worth a shot. good night flist!

unfinished

Oct. 5th, 2009 09:59 pm
kriszeth: (outside the window)
this time, we will talk about the drama i've watched lately. so first, those i've already finished.

Mei-chan no Shitsuji.- .... i must say, i don't like this drama. there were hot ikemen, because hello hiro and takeru, but that's pretty much everything that hooked me up. you'll notice i didn't like this for the sole point of not remembering the character's names when i saw this merely a month ago. to me, it did not leave an impression, except for takeru. i liked takeru's character a lot and was sorely disappointed when he did not get the girl. he was funny and warm, had a short temper but he brought out a lot from mei's character, so japan, you fail for sending takeru to London. i did not like lucia-sama. mostly because she did not fit in there. she was too old for my taste, but... oh well. it's not as if i haven't seen 20 years old play highschoolers, but there was something so wrong about her in this, idek what. also, hiro's pants. i hate hiro's pants. the cut was so weird and it only looked good when he had his coat on, but everytime he took it off i was all ...  :|  .- i kinda liked the ep when the genius kid tried to spend a day away from the school. i quite liked the plot in that part. i also liked the ninja's character, umi or something, her story was touching.

MR. BRAIN.- klasjdlkasjd am i the only one that liked this?¡ though, well, after enjoying galileo, i'm not all that surprised, since i like this kind of plots... sometimes and far in between. and also, kimutaku \o/ what i did not like, however, is how inconclusive the ending felt. not only because of the open ending but because hirosue ryoko did not appear again after ep 1. that's what i've been more miffed about. D: i keep hoping for a special or something, because i can't help but feel as if ryoko has something to do to unravel some kind of plot in this series... though maybe that is just me.

Kami no Shizuku.- \o/ I FINALLY FINISHED IT YAY! so i can burn it now and get it out of my hd to create space =D. as i've mentioned before, i liked this in the way i like to learn new things and ::gasp:: i did learn a little about wine. though i may never taste it. at least not until i'm far far away from home where mom can't see me. i'm not going to say it enraptured me, but it was kinda funny and i can't seem to really dislike any kame drama, because, hello, this has kame in it and i'm a sucker for kame. still, it made me embarrassed to listen kame said "Mezame wo, Bacchus" or every time Issei went "Aaaaaah" or "Oooooooh". but the impression it left me with was LOL awkward hug is awkward. like, miyavi runs to shizuku and first she raises her arms and for a moment she doubts, because kame also raises his arms and she ends up hugging him by the waist and just lol about it. i kinda liked the confession, even if i think there's no future for this pairing, because even the hug was mostly like a brotherly hug. i liked kame the little tease not saying anything directly. it was quite funny. also, it surprised me how much Issei changed with a smile.

and now, what i have not finished.

Buzzer Beat.- i finally cracked under the peer pressure exuded from my flist with all those post about it... and ended up watching the ten ep hardsubbed in two days. i quite like this one. specially for cuddle-time. it's always heart warming watching all the cuddling there is in this drama. what astounds me is... when naoki hugged/kissed natsuki, he felt so detached. but when he hugged/kissed riko, it was like he was another person entirely. idk if this is thanks to the drama director and his awesome direction skills or that old rumor about yamaki/keiko dating once upon a time. it certainly adds fuel to the fire, because when i watch them, i see two people comfortable with each other. like, when naoki first kisses riko, his kiss felt like falling back into old habits. idk, i felt weird about it. they truly felt like a couple. maybe that's what throws me off, since i'm getting accustomed at japan not letting actors kiss/touch.

Kamen Rider Den-O .- just because this has 49 and two movies and idk how many specials ere i can watch behind the scenes and making offs and, have i mentioned i liked sato takeru before? he's quite cute and my favorite imagin is forever Ryuutaros, though i'm all ............... when he begins dancing and how people just appear out of nowhere dancing too. i'm also planning on watching kamen rider kiva after i finish this. and no, i can't believe it either.

what i want to watch next.

Tokyo Friends. i watched like the first 15 min. on mysoju and i liked this one a lot. so i went and downloaded the ost. i'm still looking for a harsubbed avi version of this drama, but it seems there are only softsubs out for this one  ::pouts:: if someone on my flist knows where i could find it, can i have a link?

Rookies. satoh takeru. enough said.

something with hirosue ryoko in it. any reccs? i've watched summer snow, moto kare, slow dance, and that's pretty much it, but i really like her and hope someone can direct me towards something of her.

ah~ this ended up being all about drama. maybe tomorrow i'll post about how was it my first day at the Procuraduría Agraria

good dreams ::waves::

kriszeth: (Default)
i found this link on my flist where it has shiny and completely baka quotes form our sexy hips jin. i was gonna try and see if i could find more, but i got lazy, so i'm just putting this in here to keep track of it.

i can't get over this photo, so obviously, now i'm going to flail over the interview translated over here. omg, i just imagine chibi!kame trying to be cool and, lol, at him being a little genius and fixing up old and broken portable tv to watch porn. porn. kame, how can you make that sound endearing?.... i kinda want fic where jin goes to sleep over at kame's and the two of them huddle under the comforter and watch those late night shows, though that may be a little perverted, because they'll be like 12/14? aksjdkalsd T____T

and then going to his older bro's room to snoop around and being total ninja about it trying to leave everything as if it was never touched and thinking he was all mature about it (i totally did that when i was a kid myself, i remember when i wanted something from my parent's room at dawn and how sometime i had to crawl out of the room not to be found out by mom, who is a light sleeper). just imagine the chibi!akame adventures *____________* those are pretty, pretty images in my head. and the bicycle, kame loving his bicycle because a feeling of having traveled further than anyone else and i've been to that dagashiya, i'll take you there next time

::dead::

kame, i love love love love love love you, please never change.

and as i'm sharing things that i did not upload/found/translated, what about sharing this lovely lovely links of lovely complex the manga?

let's finish with a meme, say goodbye )
kriszeth: (i'll cling to you)
THIS, THIS, OMG, SEE HOW HOT HE IS?
WHEN I SAW IT ON MY FLIST I GOT GOOSEBUMPS GOOSEBUMPS I TELL YOU. IT WOULD FREAK ME OUT IF I DIDN'T LOVE HIM SO MUCH

AS I'VE SAID ON MSN, NO ONE WILL EVER BE AS HOT WITH A CIGARETTE ON HIS LIPS, NO ONE. I SO WANT TO HAVE HIS BABIES AND THIS BEING ME THE ONE THAT'S SAYING IT MEANS I'M SERIOUS, REALLY. IT'S KIND OF SCARY, KAME, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?  T________T


ps. get it from here
kriszeth: (feel the sea breeze)
so i even got an new akame icon in sepia.

so, first of all. kamenashi kazuya. the first time i saw him was in sapuri back when i got to know there was this little thing called jdrama. i somehow liked it, you see. the prospect not to invest a million years to get that character a got character b through cheesy and cliché trials and tribulations that i was sick of was attractive. and it was comedy.

in my country, drama was angsty, oh, it will rip my heart out not to fuck you have you!  T.T, my mother is dying of cancer and you love me, but are still going to get revenge because my father killed yours or whatever the plot goes on, anyway. the only comedy i got to watch was american, so i grew up choosing USA tv over the national product (which, ironically, passed with flying colors -or incredible ratings, whatever- at countries like greek, brasil, slovenia and i don't know how many other countries that i do not really care about or not even knew existed).

the point is, to me, jdrama was a lot like fusing and compressing mexican melodrama with american tv shows: crappy special effects, lots of clichés, comedy, character a braving unending trials and tribulations to get character b and live happily ever after or whatever, all in a shiny package of 9 (if the japanese thought it to be crappy) to 12 (if i get lucky) and sometimes even a handsome special or movie (also, i got guei je boys and sometimes even decent and unbelivably cute actresses that made me either love them or despise them).

a lot of people are not going to like the comparison though (once or if they read it) but it works for me, so there.

anyway, sapuri was the first time i got to watch kamenashi kazuya in action. he was everything a male in my country would (and have) call "joto" or "marica" or "puto" (this are derogatory terms, but the gist of it is homosexual), but whatever. the point is, he was cool. new. shiny. had long hair and pierced ears and he was like a puppy and i loved him. he was sensitive and i can't stop myself from saying cute. he was also awkward and had no confidence in himself, but he felt true and sincere. i discovered he sang in a band called kattun, but lost interest pretty quickly when i found out they hadn't debuted (and it was probable they never would) and the rips of his songs had girls screaming their lungs out like screeching cats (at this point in time, i pretty much avoided fangirls like the plague. creeped me out with their fan babble about how someone they would never meet was the love of their lives. who knew i'd fall into the pit and enlist as a minion later on).

at this point, japanese people were kind of general to me, they all looked alike. and then, i came upon nobuta wo produce. i remember not wanting to buy it because the cover was un-impressing, but when the guy who sold me the dvd's couldn't get his hands over anything else drama related, i bought it for lack of anything better to watch.

boy was i in for a surprise.

shuuji is my preferred character of kame's. he's jaded and calculating and cool and so, so, so utterly human i couldn't help myself but love him. he was gorgeous and imperfect and  full of thoughts and insecurities he couldn't confide in anybody no matter how close that person was. he was lonely and afraid and i loved him. i loved him so much. i wanted so much for someone to save him. and ey, here comes akira and nobuta and didn't they make the perfect couple? i also wanted him to get somewhere with mariko, but no one else thinks that. shuuji is special to me in a way i don't understand, because it hurt everytime something happened to him, i didn't know how to break myself away from it. he broke me and healed me and made smile and cry with a look, a simple mannerism. i thought i was going crazy. i thought i was falling in love.

the third drama i watched him in was gokusen 2, which i saw before i finished gokusen 1. odagiri ryu was pretty much the embodiment of a hurt street cat who couldn't get himself to trust humans again. it was a repetitive plot that got old fast, but i still loved every minute of it and re-watched like three times. it also has jin in it, which pretty much hooked me up.

the fourth drama i watched was tatta hitotsu no koi, which i kind of liked and kinda didn't. i really loved hiroto, burdened with a disease called growing up too early and too fast. honestly the only reason i don't love the drama is ayase haruka, but i really liked the story (even if it was a cliché and utterly naive, but that was my fluff side showing, i suppose)

one pound gospel, where hatanaka-san made me laugh silly at his antics, but is so far my less liked kame drama, once again for the lead actress (who i still can't bring myself to like).

kami no shizuku is interesting in the way of getting to know a lot more (i'm not sure i care about) about wine. i like learning things, but as i've never really drunk alcohol, i don't really get this drama. maybe because i haven't finished it.

the point is. well, i didn't really had a point, just wanted to get this all out, i guess.

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physically speaking, i don't think i would like kame that much if we could ever meet in person. he has a toned body, sure, but he's also a little too slim (skinny some may say) for my tastes. not that that is anything bad. i, as a fangirl, love to gush over anything kame related, but realistically speaking, what i'm gushing and drooling over is not kame. is lights and poses and angles and make up and the perfect gesture and facial expression to bring out sexy or cute or hot or dorky or whatever else there is in the emotion specter to bring about.

i met kame through fics, some overly emotional and some cracktastic, heartbreaking and warm, hurtful and happy, but i don't know anything about kame, the real kame. i don't know him , but know of him. and that's what hurts the most when reality dumps over me a bald of cold water. that i don't know him, that i can't meet with him and chat and laugh and cry with him.

for me, being a fangirl is bittersweet, because i can't keep my pragmatic consciousness away from fangirl mood. he's perfect in his imperfection as a human, physically and emotionally. [profile] lauliet_k described it all so well in her last post. it made me feel kind of self-concious, like a lot of phrases and snippets in fanfics and fan comments at comm discussions.

what is kamenashi kazuya to me? who is kamenashi kazuya? are questions i still can't get over nor answer. i don't know what i was trying to say with all this, but...but this is all in my head. sometimes overwhelming and too much, but still not enough. never enough. because even if i call him kame as if we were close chummies, there's nothing else-

am i the only one this weird bout japanese idols?




p.s. tune here again for the next post on akanishi jin and the feelings he evokes in me





kriszeth: (Default)
i've been wondering, lately, why is it that everytime a date i want to celebrate ends with me in tears. 

i was going to post this at 12, but i'm too sleepy and tired and don't know if i'll last until then.

i guess, what i wanted to say was happy birthday, kamenashi kazuya. you are 23 now in your time zone and in some minutes we'll share half a day of your birth date. this is the third time i wish happy birthday to someone i'll never meet, but i just want to take a page out from all the fangirls out there and shout out :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME! MAY YOU LIVE A LONG AND PROSPEROUS LIFE, MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AND ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD BE YOURS.


(i really need to learn how to put sparkles to the next)

as i type, i'm crying, which is what i have been doing at intervals since six in the evening. stupid, i know. sometimes i wonder myself since when did i become so weak. ah~ i thought i was stronger, but with  the pass of time i've become weaker and weaker... and then, i see you, working so hard and can only admire from far away. not only about physical distance but also in another level, though i'm not sure which would it be.

nah, kazuya, how can you still smile? real or fake, being able to smile, sometimes i wonder if i can keep on doing it. i have no control left, not even over my own life.  i'm so tired.

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somehow, this entry turned out being about me and not about you. i'm sorry.

seventeen minutes to go till midnight, ah, i'll be the middle of the day in japan by that time, ne? i hope your day keeps getting better and that you'll get lots of presents...

aaaah! i shouldn't have been watching i litre of tears in my emotional state! i suck at giving congratulation even when that person  it's not there to receive them. i want nee-san to come and save me. and i want some ryo-erika fic. yeah, totally random.

i thought there'll be more fics of kame. somehow, there weren't much. or as much as i hoped. i know i'm being unfair, since it's been months of my last update. m(_ _)m

uh, i think i just screwed the ep06 file of 1LoT. mooouu~ yes, i'm making time till midnight. i kind of suck at it, too. so, even when time zones overlap, i'll bee sleeping. or maybe i'm getting it wrong and in japan the it's already the 24th's halfday ? ah, i've forgotten everything about my geography class in junior high.

it's 12:00 already! so i'll celebrate your birthday sleeping while you keep up the idol life. seriously though, happy 23, kame. thank you for existing

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